Not An Obsession

I am studying.

Really I am.

Stop staring at my screen trying to figure out what I'm doing. GAWD!
I hate people who walk past and stare over my shoulder to see if there's anything interesting on my screen.

Well anyway, beleive it or not... I'm back in the library!
Still deciding whether it was a good decision to come in here or just plain stupid. I was studying for a while but needed a break, and because I'm lazy and can't be assed moving, I decided to go on facebook..

Yup facebook,
pretty boring when you've been on it 3 Days in a row.

But then I remembered that I have a blog! My very own blog where I can write anything and (pretty much) everything I want. Last night I was tempted to come back on here and write a new post, but I didn't have anything to write about. I still don't really, I'm just rambling on about nothing. It's fun though, isn't it? Just to let your fingers do the typing and see what nonsense they come up with.
I think this could possibly be my new obsession. Obsessions don't last very long with me, I'll usually find something I like and then overuse it until I'm absolutely sick of it..

HOPEFULLY this isn't just an obsession and I actually keep writing on this. I mean it actually gives me something to do other than watch t.v, drink, study, daydream and other stuff while I'm crippled and not able to exercise.

Think I might drink tonight, not too sure though, it depends on whether my flatemates are keen or not. Would definately like to go hit the town tonight but my crippled-ness would mean I'd stand out like a sore thumb with my crutches and all, which is definately not what I like. I like to be 'normal' and not stand out of the crowd, but at the same time, I'm never going to be normal. Which is awesome! I don't even know if I'm allowed in the clubs with crutches, cause they can definately be used as weapons, or a great way to clear the dancefloor!.

I love dancing, it's amazing! I can't dance though, I just look like an idiot who thinks they can dance. But who really cares?! I sure don't, all those people who stand in a circle 'looking cool' and not dancing are a waste of space, if you aint dancing, GET OFF THE DANCE FLOOR!
Favourite dance move has to be a tie between 'the sprinkler' and this other move which I can't really explain, cause I suck at explaining things. If I had a picture I would post it up buuuuut I don't. You'll always see me crank them out every time I go dancing. It's tradition really.

Stuff It! I have alcohol in the cupboard.
Definately drinking tonight but probably not going out
PARTY AT MINE.

Jezzah
(Lonad drunk)
xoxo


~~P.S~~
I went to a different cafe today and spent money I didn't need to spend... again. The mocha wasn't even that good, teaches me for thinking I'm rich and can afford it! I do think I'm getting addicted to them, Mocha's are SOOO good.