FML

LIKE, WHAT THE FUCK!

I had prettttttyyyyyy much this year planned.

Get back to Christchurch.
Find a job.
Hang with friends. (FINALLY!!)
Live a life.
Save lotsa money.
Go to Aussie with Palmer. (FUCKING AE!!)

BUT NOOOOO!!!!!! Fate / Destiny, whatever you want to call it had other plans. When the world was supposedly ending I TORE MY OTHER FUCKING ARCILLES! WHO THE FUCK DOES THAT? A year and one day after I had surgery on my left arcilles (A year and one day sice my nephew was born!!!!!!!) I TEAR MY RIGHT ARCILLES...

MY OTHER FUCKING ARCILLES!

I was supposed to be flying back to Christchurch TOMORROW.

TOMORROW!

and again....

WHO THE HELL TEARS BOTH OF THEIR ARCILLES?!?

So I'm going to post random rants on here so no one will read them. but just in the off chance they do.. well good on them. anyway.

I worry about you, a lot. You put on such a show that you're happy go lucky, but then I read what you have to say and it's always depressing? I don't know how to approach it, I don't know how to do a lot about anyones feelings really. Not even my own. I mean, I'm writing on a blog about it. I want to help but I'm scared that I might just be over reacting. You have your own family and friends, but I will always be here for you. Always.

I give up. I'm never helping you ever again. If you read this I hope you know I'm talking to you. I've tried.. Not going to try anymore, looks like I've finally caught up with the rest of our group. Do you even appreciate me getting you somewhere to live? Yeah, you were looking. But it was either, too much rent, or there was something wrong with it. Always making excuses. Always. So you want a fancy job that pays well.. You have to work fucking hard to get it. I'm not saying you won't, because I know you can. I guess that's why I'm so fucking tired.

show me you can help yourself and then I'll apologise.
prove me wrong.
I DARE YOU

MY NEW SHOES!!!

Am totally in love with them. Thinks it's a pretty good buy for my first pair of heels EVER!!!

MEAN MEAN

That's all I have to say

Just because I can

That's it! I wanted to post something but can't be fucked writing about the Christchurch earthquake or anything.

R.I.P to all those lovelies that passed away due to the earthquake. My thoughts go out to your family and friends.

Yes, I was in Christchurch when the earthquake hit.

No, the media hasn't hyped it up.

Yes, I fled. BUT I want to move back.

No, I don't beleive in that prediction. HOPEFULLY THEY ARE WRONG

To All the people who are strandard in Chch.. KIA KAHA! Stay strong and we are all thinking of you..

Glad to be alive. Fucking lucky I must Say.... Didn't even lose power at my flat. DEFINATELY LUCKY

Lucky, Grateful and happy!
Jezzah.
xoxo