Why hello there! What a nice surprise.

So I was watching my video log and I sooo don’t sound like that when I normally talk. Its funny how people change because of the environment they’re in at that point in time. One of my mates pointed out that I sounded more soft spoken, ‘polite’ was the word she used. I think. I guess I do care who actually reads this and what they think about it. I mean I pester my mates until they read my blog, which is kind of stupid; they’ll read it if they want. So from now on, I’m just going to write about stuff that’s happening in my life... As usual but not say that I’ve put up a new post or anything. See who will actually read these posts. I don’t care if no one reads them really; it’ll be like my personal diary, out there in the open for anyone who has nothing else better to do but criticise the way I write. I kind of just want something that will be out there forever so I can look back and reminisce when I’m old and wrinkly. That’s if technology hasn’t killed us by then.


I had all these things to write about and now I’ve forgotten...

WAIT nope, I remember now.

In my video log, I hoped that this year would be much ‘epicer’ than last year’s awesomeness. So I’m going to make a few goals for myself to put myself out there and get to know more people. I probably won’t accomplish them at all but I’ll try... AND THEN blog about how I completely failed. Just to be cool. Anyways,

GOAL 1:

Never talk to strangers... Talk to at least one, maybe two random people a week (SOBER).

Like an actual conversation other then asking what bus to catch or where the toilet is. More like “Heey, how are you? My names Jezzah... mind if I take a seat?” People who don’t count as randoms are those I will actually have to talk to, like a potential boss or an interviewer or that person you have to ring to book an appointment. On top of that, I’m going to try make conversation with those cool checkout people who seem way too happy to be working. Why? I’ve always wanted to randomly introduce myself to people and just be friendly, but I’ve never had an actual reason to do it and I have no balls when it comes to meeting new people. So posting this is like there’ll be some kind of consequence if I don’t actually make an effort to talk to someone. Plus I feel it somehow gives me a reason to go out and make a complete dick of myself.

GOAL 2:

Be aware of my surroundings

So I love going out and dancing and being in my own little world where I don’t give a fuck about how badly I dance but I shut everyone else out and have missed many chances of actually dancing with quite nice looking guys. So, from now on... When I’m out I’ll be on the lookout for those guys who just wanna dance and have a good time. (Not THAAAT kind of good time either). I wanna see how many drinks I can get as well.

So those aren’t my only goals but I can’t really be bothered writing anymore and yeah, I really would like to walk up to a random group of people and ask if I could teach them a dance and put it up on here, but that will come with time. One small baby step in front of the other! I will do it this year.

So YEAHP!

I have an interview at subway today! Let’s hope I get the job.

Wish me Luck :D
Jezzah
xoxo